33 Weeks Pregnant

I made it to 33 weeks! The other day it was looking like I might not, so this is great news! I am still in the hospital and me and the baby are being monitored like crazy. My nurses and doctor are all amazing! The other night when I was on the Magnesium I was feeling pretty junky. I was throwing up, hadn't eaten or drank anything for a few days and they wouldn't let me get out of my bed. I had the most wonderful nurse come in and take care of me. Her name was Karen, and she was so so sweet. Without me even asking she came in with hot soapy water and let me wash my face. she then washed my feet and tree trunk legs. It felt so wonderful to feel the hot water and feel like I had clean feet. Her simple act made all the difference in the world to me. I really admire nurses and their unselfishness and love. I guess the plan today is to continue monitoring me and the baby and contractions. I want more than anything to be home with Jeremy and the children, but know that this is where I need to be for now for the best possible outcome for our little one and me. Feelng overwhelmingly blessed that despite the circumstances I am in fact pregnant. it is a true testament to me that God hears and answered prayers, I prayed for years and told my Father in Heaven that I would be more than happy and willing to physically carry a child, if he would heal my uterus and make it possible. miracles happen and here I am with a baby growing inside of me. so overwhelmed with emotion. I feel so blessed and am so grateful for all the different ways my children have came to me. They are all such a blessing in my life. I am not quite sure of the outcome, but I do not I am at complete peace, I am not scared, anxious or frightened. I know my Father in Heaven is aware of me and His little child. I have never felt alone throughout the entire pregnancy. it has been a beautiful journey. God lives and Jesus is the Christ, with them we can do anything and truly have no reason to fear or be frightened. life is beautiful and we are so blessed.